im still trying to pick myself up after the incident...everyday finding new things to try..new things to do....we've been 3 weeks apart frm each other n still goin on...im still awake for my bloggie...nowadays gt nothing much to write coz she hardly talks bout herself...still picking up the pieces of loneliness...i read 3 big books on social life as a teenager...and this does happens...pple like me tend to get depreesed n sad often over small things..bt its who u are in the end that matters...friends are like a a tree..it will grow n grow n grow...bt that trunk remains one forever supporting the rest....i guess now that im learning more about life,..it has given me great opportunities to look for..greater perspective..i guess im maturing even more..broadening my mind set..seperating truth n fiction....seperating bad and evil..seperating love and hatred....its not just the mind that speaks..its the heart..when a heart tellsu what to do,u have to do it..like it or not....if its nt for her,i wouldnt be who i am nw....nw im venturing more to the outer world...giving myself chances after chances to correct my mistakes and shenanigans....life suck indeed only when u stop trying..if u keep on trying,thats when u never fail to learn....one thing that life has to offer me is tthat i have an amazing friend...yes we no longer keep in touch like we used to,BUT guess its just my bad luck...well...there are always many ways in to achieve that gold...as long she's around,it will b fine for me....

the world nowadays has changed..people see colour to love someone...well that is a fact n rather nt fiction at all...the white with the white..or the swan with the swan...just like an unending hymn of novelty that brought the word 'looks' ....yes looks can be deceiving BUT if u r well enough to be prepared,then life will actually fall on ur side just like a fallen leaf....gratitude is what u get of a fren like her..always there for u..and u know that u r always there for her...personally,its like a melancholic dram that nvr ends...sarcasm after one another......well that is life my friend..THAT IS LIFE...

if it gives u thorns,just take it...its thorns that will start your life...in reality,its benefits are even more........standing away frm her is a torture...sitting beside her is a pain...when u're away,u miss her so much till ur heart burns...when u're near her,u think of her feelings whether your presence is welcomed or not.....after all we are different bt one thing we share in common..our wits n blood are the same n meant for the same purpose....its a natural thing.....thats why im nt afraid to tell her i miss her coz i do and i know the consequences....thats what life can offer..and thats what u can take...seize the gold n reject the metal....if there's one thing in life that i could say is i love u shasha with all my heart...be there for u until the end of time even if death do us part...being ur friend is a blessing...thnx!

love n hugs,
mel