long time ady i didnt keep this little bloggie alive...i had a series of unfortunate events i guess..i had no one to talk to..NO ONE!!! but somehow i managed to find pple whom i could try to talk to...sigh! i guess i really found my REAL FRENS! actually it isnt complete yet....but it will soon...well got nothing to say ady...half of my life is destroyed..i knw there's NO hope BUT i pray that my hopes dont just crush yet...trying to keep the pieces alive still...im no more depressed...thnx to a few frens which i wont name here..i sincerely hope that they will b blessed always..thnk u for all ur support while i was down n a bit corrupted...hahhhhaha..the bottom line is that i learnt that frens who r true to you dont just bail on u on some stupid excuses..they attend to u no matter how or what happens..that is true fren...a true fren nvr ignores u..they always keep in touch with u through thick or thin...too be frank,i have a lot of frens..bt the ones who takes the time n initiative to listen to my problems r cosidered the best frens....a lot has changed in my life...a lot has changed to the pple that revolves in my life...some close to me has changed a lot in character wise...some which used to b far away frm me r nw more closer to me..i guess thats life..pple are always changing...just like a caterpillar into a butterfly...metamorphic changes....the ones i loved are far apart..the ones i hate r close to my heart...its life..its just life...but im still the same deep inside me...but a whole new person on the outside..haha..gt more buffer nw...more tout i guess..n slender a bit..yeah mayb i was fat last time bt nw...hahahaha....what u see is the eyes that meets.......ahahaha....i've gained a lot of experiences..i worked in a home for the needy..actually not work but volunteered...i gt paid a maximum of rm 50 a week...bt i did it nt for the money,bt for those kids there...i love hanging around with them...i teached them music n english n arts too...haha..it was indeed a gud memory for me..i volunteered there for 3 weeks...nw i stopped coz of transport problem...but i promise i'll go back to spend time with them,at least by the end of next month...yeah we did a lot..they cried...they laughed,they shared their minds,they opened up their hearts...n they are no different then us...we r just like them...i love u guys n girls for the time i spent with u all...thnx geremy,choon kee,razif,ramlan,andy,wina,adrianna,lim,tiffany,siti syaifa,madzlan,robby, and edward choo....thnk u for the times..i had fun n i gained a lot of experienced...the fact is that i didnt teach u pple,bt u thought me a GREAT LESSON IN LIFE and im gonna treasure it for life...the next time i come,i will bring my frens too...(ROQUE INA ESPERANTO' QUE MOCHO!!!!) hahaha...our motto in class...it means that life is always moving but we are who we are and we love ourselves....they created that motto n i drew a pic of it too....

thats all i can write so far..till again,

melvin!