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finally the first time she didnt text me...i dont know wat to do..today 14 jan 2010..not even once she texted...she forgot me so fast...yup it shows that a promise is easy to forget...that is why whenever someone promises,one should think first before promising...its hard promising coz u need to have commitment...im sorry sha,bt this is the first time u forgot me...nt even a msg...remember what we promised?i just dont wanna talk bout it...each time..each time...each time i try make things gud,things do fall apart..i even reminded you to msg me each day when i run out of credit...she forgot...or maybe her dad forgot to pay her bills...its up to her to decide when she gives me the reason...if she lies than the relationship which i always dreamt of having,will crumble...im so sorry sha if i had hurt u...BUT u know i cant stand a day without talking to u...u know it n u.....im so sad rite nw...i really have no money in my wallet rite nw...RM 0...nt even a dollar...im flat broke..so i cannot top up...n this is what happens when my credit dies..arrgghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!