today is the worst day ever for me....the only damn reason i was at the bbq was bcoz of her...just bcoz of her....i was there frm 7.16 till 11.05.....the only time she came n talk to me was at 9.43 n 10.36.....the 9.43 was when she came out of the hse after playing card games with the girls...n at 10.36,she came to collect the money n take A PICTURE with me...........im so bloody pissst off............kkx came at 8 something...n when he came,she just went n stick with him...take so many pics with him...go out walking nvr even ask me whether i wanna come or nt.....then she played 'heart Attack with them....its like i dont exist...im really hurt...really hurt..juz didnt want to show it...c'mmon lah...im her so called best fren rite...i was alone most of the time...nt once...NOT ONCE she came n juz have a chat with me....now i feel like the GREATEST LOSER of all time.....who is she close to? me or KKX? if its me,she should have just hang around with me n just have a gud chat............the pain was unbearable..my own friend...my VERY OWN CLOSE FREN ditch me just like that....no matter how i try to fix things...it still aint getting better...only one pic she took with me...just that one picture i took with her......................................................................................................of all my life i know a lot of people...BUT their best friend dont ditch them juz like that...so far as i see it...u should be close to ur best fren........i didnt even have the mood to eat yesterday....i couldnt just help myself to think that my VERY CLOSE CLOSE CLOSE CLOSE CLOSE FRIEND is doing this to me...........im still hungry....just to remember this in my life...im nt gonna eat the whole nite....juz for her sake i went to the bbq....n now im terribly hurt...really dissapointing.........i just cant...i just cant stand it....the fact that my fren didnt attend to me when i needed her BADLY...now i know what the meaning of true fren..if she was really a gud n my best fren,would she have done that...it may be the best time of her life...BUT ITS THE MOST SADDEST DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFE...let fate decide this time on what will happen to us...rite nw im just so damn sad..i cant even eat anything...the reason i went back early was bcoz i couldnt take it already...........i just am frustrated rite nw...feel like cring to myself
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